Today was a step back day for some reason. So far, I have been enjoying it here at Mizzou, however with music, I haven't been learning music at the same level I was last year. Its not that I can't, what I'm saying is that they have assigned me easy pieces, pieces I was playing 2 years ago. This has slowly made me frustrated and I'm planning on talking to one of the music professors this week about this and whether this will change next semester. Because basically from the music standpoint, it hasn't been worth the money so I'm hoping this will change. We can talk about this over skype or something.
I began thinking what I was really doing here and what I want to do. Stepping back and looking at what I have done. Switching schools seems rash. I'm not planning on it, just one of many random thoughts going through my mind today. Miss you guys. Miss the snow. What has happened to your blogs? I miss them. I'll write more if you write more. Love you
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I was writing just as you sent me a message on FB! When Say Eow was here the other night, he mentioned that he'd talked to you about SPEAKING OUT. You do need to make your voice heard. Talk to the professors. And by all means, talk to someone who can get you into the Honors Program. This is easy because you have, indeed, done it before. Tell them you need more of a challenge and what you're getting now is nothing. The "Squeaky Wheel" theory really works. We all wish that people could read our minds or that they would recognize us for whatever skills we have, but in truth you have to make yourself known for people to see you.
ReplyDeleteLove you! And we have faith in you, too. I'm glad you're stepping back a bit. The one thing you DO NOT want to be in college is bored!
Oh and you never told us if Mizzou got your AP and IB scores. That could make a difference, too.
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